i have always seen myself as a strong person. i've been through so much more than any of my peers and still put that all behind me and kept going. and even though i am sometimes dealt a bad hand i still seem to find a way to keep my head held up high with a smile on my face.
but lately it just feels like im falling apart at the seams. people i thought cared about me turned their backs and deliberately hurt me. i find myself being put last by the only person i care about more than myself.
so this is me turning in the towel. you have all broken my spirit. i will no longer let my wall down.
thank you for reminding me how horrible human kind can be.